Saturday, July 17, 2004
ermm. im moving my blog. ill let u guys noe e new addy soonx. bbyee.
brendatoh @ 11:39 AM
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Sunday, July 11, 2004
arghh... blardeee hell... i jus seriously suck la huhh...
suddenly so aware of whats happening which i soooo wish i aint...
bleh!! freak it laa....
like.. u and u and u and practically the whole ---- plus evry single human being on earth hates e hell outta me..
thanks SO muchh...
n den i jus wished my mother cud shut the fuck up...
stop asking me questions that seriosly get me all irritated....
damnn.... " hu am i corresponding withh?? "
like u wanna care abt evry singe thing i do.
n poke ur blardee nose in demm....
shut up!
brendatoh @ 1:23 PM
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
i keep telling myself its over, its over, its over....
i keep thinking i dun care....
dat im better off like datt...
dat i can get along with things the way they are....
but i still do the thngs i used to do.
im not getting used to wadeva..
i cant get over it...
wy the fuckk.......
i hate lifee!
i still care.... i still bother....
but why the hell shud i ??
damn u brenda......
brendatoh @ 11:32 PM
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hehee... lazy to type in the rest of the wadeva poem le...
yesterdaee was kinda fun... lolx. dunno why la....
budden ms joan chia nvr cum la... den sum minister cuming... wahahahs. n had e comp thingy fer buzz @ canteen... nice worr... i mean.. yeahh... alot of them can sing veh veh well larr.... carn wait fer e dance wan...... =D
arhhh... den todae go ah ma hsee.... i saw... *ahem*!! bang laa.... my schooL de... shall not mention who... lolx... wif a aJC gal worrx.... at first i thot was guy laa... den of cos i reco her...i was like..."y so familar!!!" hehx... den my mother was like "boi or girl??" haha... "my sch wan laa..." mum: "do they always do that? fight over girls?" den i was "huh??" dad:"he's a girl arhh??" me:"my school wan laaa.." dad: "he's a she??" "he or she" "he she?" "she, he" hahahas.... den todae me feel damn restless la.... eee... dun like life. lolx.
brendatoh @ 5:26 PM
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
bReAking Up
the things you did dat nite
the words you said to me
spins in my head..
were we not meant to be?
all the days we had,
all the times we shared.
now shattered in my dreams.
i can't stop and think..
life goes on.....
It was the bit of luv u gave me.
i felt evrythin was mine...
with you by my side..
thru all the difficult times..
I gave you all of my heart.
but things didn't turn out right
i was afraid of losing you.
the things i feared, i fret..
( to be cont.... tcher cum liaos..)
brendatoh @ 9:37 AM
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hummm diidii dummx... lalala... hahas... back to tis blog... fer e time being... tho i still haf tt hidden blog... lolx....
arhhh.... alot of pple depressed... sighx... cheer up!! hehex.. wrote another poem... wahahas... budden its vehh crapp.... since when were my poems nt crap?? lolz. isit even a poem?? haha....
realised i de jui quite alot of ren... sorriee!!! apologise if im nt reallie myself... fer now... yeahhs...
may post my poem... tink i will...
feel like going darling esplanade!!! hahaha... bud dowan la... blehh... in comp lab noww... drawing stupid chickens. later got chi tuition... im stressed...................... sighhx...
poem cuming up nexxt.....
brendatoh @ 9:17 AM
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Monday, June 14, 2004
jus to reply the tagss....
thx to dose hu "stood up" fer me... luv you guys!!
u guys care fer me!!! :|:| hahax. at least u made me feel much betta despite dat anony person destroying my life. ahax.
aniwae... to that anonymous person who semms to be.. hmmm... a loyal visitor to my blog...
i dun tink it's a sin not to hate anyone ritex....
so wad's ur prob if we dun hate anyone?? it's offensive? i din noe that...
can teach how e hell u can seriously hate ppl jus liddat and insult one sooo much??!
how u can jus say all these stuffs fer ur "shuang-ness" nt botherin abt wad others feel at all... makin them "pissed" n fucked up by tt bullshit attitude of urs? i pei fu u fer tt.
i noe u hate me la... but u dun haf to get e others in too rite...
tis proves how immature, selfish, coward u are... firstly nt putting ur name and den all these...
nobody's perfect, i noe tt... i noe i suck... so?
one day u get sumone who hate u n does all tis stuff to u...
i sure hope ur life sucks...
mus be damn bored to actually do bo liao things like bothering abt ur enemy, ME!
ahahx. jus enjoy urself larx... bye!
brendatoh @ 5:53 PM
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Sunday, June 13, 2004
ookay.. ermms. since tis place is like.. seriously creating problems.... im deleting it. yeppx. blog DELETED... ok.. nt nowx. but... yepx. leaving it alone fer a few months den del. blah blah blah. byex.
brendatoh @ 2:49 PM
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
dAmn it... anonyomous.... wad is ur freaking problem la. wad u want frm me!!! forget it ok. i gif up! if u dun mind u cud jus get lost... OR i cud jus delete dis friggin blog. u dun have to destroy my life liddat okayx. fucker. arghhh!!!!!!! if u dun mind. i haf a bad enuff life okays. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im sad, im angry, im being hated. i cud jus kill myself rite now... u happy le ma? got wad u want?? idiot...
brendatoh @ 2:42 PM
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